Oh, screw it.
Apparently it takes forty freaking seconds for me to go from the optimistic, "It's all going to be okay" state of mind to the, "I CAN NOT WRITE I AM A FAIL AT LIFE WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME" state of mind. And it only takes one thing, one person, to do that to me, and I hate it.
Right now, I hate all of it. Fanfiction. Writing. The Internet. And the person. Most especially the person. Because if it wasn't for the person I would not be in this mess.
I. Hate. People. So. Freaking. Much.
That includes myself.
And you know what I also hate? When I'm not thinking about that person, I am happy and fine, etc. When I do think of them, I immediately become depressed. And I hate it.
Just screw it.
Today, I just freaking hate everything.
Because of the person.
Whom I hate.
--Ave
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