To Whom It May Concern

I don't know how to say this. So I'll let Rise Against say it for me, eh?

Am I loud and clear or am I breaking up?
Am I still your charm or am I just bad luck?
Are we getting closer or are we just getting more lost?

I'll show you mine if you show me yours first
Let's compare scars I'll tell you whose is worse
Let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words

~Swing Life Away, Rise Against

Maybe it's low of me to do this. But, we said we were cool and now we just ignore each other. I feel neglected and all that crap, and obviously no one else thinks we're okay. Hell, I don't think we're okay, and I want to fix that. Everything feels fake, like we don't want to talk to each other anyways, and we just pretend the other doesn't exist. I think. And I swear I put it in the long, long rambly note: It's all or nothing. If we're just going to skirt around each other anyways, then we might as well just say we're not friends and we're not speaking to one another, and others will have to come to terms with it. But if you actually want/expect us to be actual friends again, then we actually have to speak to one another.

Responding to my PM four days after I send it when I know you've been online does not count as talking. Thought you should know that.

And maybe, since you tend to ignore my PMs anyways, you'll actually get the message. I really don't want to be pissed at you--did you happen to read Storm and Theia's Christmas story? Because it's right there, that they don't believe we're okay, and I don't either--but you don't make it simple. Because we said it was all okay, and it's really not. There's still some sort of problem.

An answer, the timely kind? It'd be lovely. And if there isn't one, I can make assumptions for myself.

--Ave, who patiently awaits the day when this whole mess is sorted out because the person to whom this is addressed will actually speak to her and seemingly mean it

PS--There's a reason that line is blue.