Here's a lesson to you, my dear .4 readers: If you plan on having a close friend whom you've never met and whom lives multiple states away and you both hang around in the same group of friends, do not estrange yourself from said best friend. Why?
Because said group of friends will never shut the fuck up about them.
Ever.
I'm staring at you, Kal, Theia, Juliet, even if I'm 99.99947% sure that none of you will never read this. But you know what? I don't give a damn if you'll never read this, because maybe someone else will and they'll pass the message along.
Honestly, I do not care if you want us to be friends again. I don't care if it's "hard for you to be friends with us both." I don't. If you have to choose between us because it's too damn hard, then choose, and I do not care if you pick her over me--you've essentially already done that with your seeming inability to shut up.
Those are the two things I've asked of you: Don't talk about her when I'm around, and don't try to make me be her friend anymore. But you couldn't even do that, because it was so damn hard for you to do. You failed miserably in both respects.
I'm sorry that it's "so hard" for you to have to deal with all this and you don't like us fighting--but think for one second, one goddamn second of how it is for me, not just for yourselves. I don't care how selfish it seems, I'm the one who lost a close friend, not you. And honestly, if all of you would just leave it alone I'd be fine, but you're not content that way. You're transfixed on us liking one another again and being friends again, when we can't be anyways.
I love you all like sisters--but you're not making it easy.
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